So, here’s another example to help explain the things happening in virginity inside of your body and soul: You’re on a date. It’s a good date. It’s your fifth date. You haven’t kissed yet. Tonight is the night! You want to kiss. You want to kiss tonight. So, at the end of the date you drop her off at home and kiss her goodnight. You kiss, and kiss, and then kiss some more. You have accomplished the first kiss and beyond! You like it and so does she. You continue to kiss. (Ok, sorry everyone… I’ll get to the point . . . it’s an important point.) At the moment your heart begins to desire the kiss more than the person as an end, your body and soul cease being integrated and moving toward God. It’s very, very subtle. Because your desire for the kiss begins to overwhelm you in this way it becomes disordered. Your body and soul, in this case, begin going different directions. We’re talking about the inner life of our hearts, body’s, and desires now. This is a simple example of when a kiss (something good in itself) takes your body, and your desires, away from the final end of a kiss, which is always God.
At this point you may be thinking something like this: “Benjamin, I’ve never thought or wanted a kiss to lead me to God… but it does really turn me on!”
How many of you have heard this before? How many of you think in this way?
For now we have to return to the initial questions for today because I’ve gotten off track once again! I simply wanted to give honor to Mary as we approach her great Feast day and doing so easily helps us to look at virginity. This is just a foretaste… there will be lots more on the topic of virginity to come. It is a very hard concept to understand in this culture because if you’re like me you always thought virginity was something negative: “that someone has not yet had sex.” Please just remember that virginity is much, much more and we can learn about it by way of the Virgin Mary. We’ll get back to that.
So, returning to the initial questions for today: What is a Theology of the Body? How far is too far with my boyfriend / girlfriend? (I know I’ve been leading up to this answer for two postings and below is the answer. You don’t have to wait any more. But, before you read on please remember that the more you can train yourself in “waiting” the more you’ll understand what I’m about to say.)
Let’s take the first question now: What is a Theology of the Body? Christopher West once asked me in a large group of people who where there to see him: Have you ever just stopped to take a look at yourself in the shower and wonder, why did God create “this?” Now, I’m a man. So, you see what he was getting at. He asks the same question to women: have you ever stopped to look at yourself in the shower and ask why did God create this? Why did God create males and females? Why not just one uni-sex person, figure, thing… like starfish? If you think about it for a minute, or more, you can come to see that the masculine is ordered toward the feminine and the feminine is ordered toward the masculine. Or, as one of my buddies once put it: “Oh, I gotcha … they fit together in that special place.” (You can read all about this in the book of Genesis: “It is not good for man to be alone. I will make a suitable partner for him. . .” God said. Then God makes Eve after Adam named all the animals of the earth yet “none proved to be the suitable partner for the man.” When Adam sees Eve he exclaims: “At last bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh.” (Gen. 2:18-24) That is why the two of them become one flesh. Married couples became “one flesh” at the moment they first consummate their marriage, for example.) Man and woman are created for each other. They are not just created for themselves. By looking closely at the human body, we can come to an understanding of some fundamental questions about why we are here. We can learn from our bodies about ourselves and about our intended reason for being, our creation. We can even learn about our Creator. And that’s the simple explanation of a Theology of the Body. The human body is a map, as I said before, to point to and lead us to God and to discover the purpose and meaning of human life and love. (Remember, love will be a big topic when it comes to the body . . . ) The human body is a sign and revelation of God. If we take a look at the human body we can come to an understanding of God since: “God created man in his image; in the divine image he created him; male and female he created them.” (Gen. 1: 27) The human body is not supposed to be something meaningless and ambiguous as our culture would have you believe. The body, which is connected to the soul that makes up the person, leads to God who we image. So, in this study we will be looking to our bodies, as a fundamental part of our personhood, to teach us about God and ourselves.
Question # 2: How far is too far to go with my girlfriend or boyfriend sexually?
This is a very common question. To answer this we’ll use Jason Everet’s famous response: “I’m going to let you answer your own question with your heart.” He then asks you to name an example of “going too far,” such as oral sex. Is oral sex ok to do with my girlfriend or boyfriend? No one can get pregnant. It can be an expression of love. I really want to! Is oral sex too far to go with my boyfriend or girlfriend? He invites you to simply imagine that your future spouse is somewhere out there in the world right now just like you. Maybe you’ve met her and maybe not. Maybe she, just like you, is sitting at her computer desk working on homework and taking a break before the big exam tomorrow. Except that she studies at the Colorado Springs High and you study at Blue Valley High, for example. Also, she has a boyfriend. He comes by to visit during her study break. One thing leads to another. Is it ok for your future spouse to kiss her boyfriend? Most would say, “sure” with a bit of reluctance. Is it ok for her boyfriend to touch your future spouse on the genitals? Is it ok for her mouth, the mouth that will eventually kiss your sons and daughters good night, to give that boyfriend oral sex? This is kind of like a spiritual exercise. If you experienced disgust, then you were able to answer the question. If you did not experience disgust, then please, please keep reading because you have a lot inside of you that needs to be untwisted with the help of God’s grace. Please apply this simple spiritual exercise to any question you have in your mind and heart about “how far is too far to go with my girlfriend, or boyfriend tonight, tomorrow, or whenever.” This will help a lot. If this is the first time you have thought of your future spouse then just say a prayer for them that God may help them, protect them and bless them in such a way that when you meet and get married . . . your marriage will be a sign and experience to the whole world of the marriage every marriage is supposed to signify: the marriage between Christ and His Spouse the Church.
Ok, stay tuned for next weeks questions: Does sex have meaning, really? What is the meaning of sex?